parallel universe

It’s been quite a while now. I’ve been busy ferrying people around, and never had the chance to get meself in blogspot to document my daily journal.

Life hits you when you least expected. Talk about luck.

I’m now am getting involve with a passenger. I don’t know whether that’s a right thing to do coz me mom always told me, never get involve with the person who feeds you. It’s started a few months back when I ferried her from One Utama to her office in Wangsa Maju. She’s the bubbly kind, there’s something about her laugh that reminds me of Cameron Diaz. You know … those cute little giggles. We had fun talking about everything under the sun. I find her very intelligent (that’s my no.1 turn on … well I’ll be lying if looks doesn’t matter, she passed the SIRIM ISO standard score at 10/10).

From that day onwards, whenever she called my call centre, she always requested for me. There wasn’t any flirting going on between us. I am generally a very shy person. I can get meself naked in any Makati City Bar but when it comes to the opposite sex, I just can’t do it. I don’t take rejection very well.

Well this girl … let’s call her B, she’s different. I enjoyed talking to her and I would like to get to know her better. I am glad that she requested me every time she needs a cab.

It’s funny though … there’s something about her that really scared the shit out of me. I’ve a feeling that there is a big chance that B is my long lost twin sister. Talk about similarity!! We go through the same process of life from birth till today. I kid you not. In fact we are glad if we find something that we can’t relate it to each other. I can even feel her when she’s depressed a few kilometers away. You know those feel that only a mother could feel when the child is in danger.

I can’t stop thinking of her.

What should I do?

Should I tell her that she’s special?

I’m confused …. My heart says something and my head says the other.

I’m not into really into relationships at this moment. But if I ignore this, would I miss the chance of a lifetime to be happy again?

Let’s just see how this soap opera goes. I can’t predict the ending meself.